'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Youth and Educators on 24 Months Without School.
'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.
A young student, twelve, al-Mawasi
It has been two years since I stepped into a learning environment. That long since I listened to the start-of-class signal at Khawla Bint al-Azwar school, sat at my desk and participated actively during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still clearly recall the sounds and smells: writing residue, pencil shavings, laughter echoing down the halls. But my school no longer exists; it was struck soon after the war began. My textbooks turned to ash, and companions perished.
I was in elementary level on that fateful day: the concluding day I went to school. That morning, warning alarms screamed through the passageways. Some pupils sobbed, others gripped each other. Our instructor sought to soothe, but even her tone wavered. I remember hoping for a normal day; lessons, intermission, a poem recital. Instead, that day became the last page of my old life.
Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the toughest sacrifice of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.
Now I reside with my parents, male relatives and sister in a congested safe space in Khan Younis. The temporary partitions sway with breezes, failing to insulate. We wait in line for sustenance and drinks. Electricity is a dream and personal space is absent. Hope feels fragile.
At night, I observe the night lights through the holes of my shelter and ponder if my peers see the comparable vista. Some contact me when they are able, expressing they yearn for classes and have preserved their previous journals; like treasures from a lost world. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.
I once dreamed of entering the education field to help young residents learn, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I hope for being a journalist – to compose, to speak and to demonstrate the world what it means to be a child in Gaza. I want to narrate our accounts of anxiety and deprivation, but also bravery. Because even here, amid loss and destruction, our voices refuse to be silent.
When there’s some internet, I endeavor to educate myself digitally. On other occasions, I go to a small tent where helpers instruct us arithmetic and Arabic. The sessions are brief – the energy supply stops or the attacks recommence but in these instances, I sense being. I remember who I was: the young woman who adored mathematics and poetry, who thought learning could change the world.
The war has taken so much; our dwellings, educational institutions and kin. I lost my paternal relative, his spouse, and their offspring. I forfeited my beloved urban area, Rafah, which is merely debris now. But the hardest loss of all is education, because without it, our prospects disappear.
To the international community, I state this: keep our hopes alive. Compassion isn't enough, we demand measures. Young residents merit literature, educational facilities and safety. Learning is not an extravagance, it is a essential privilege. This region is not merely devastation; it is children who still dream amid unmanned aircraft at darkness. It is my narrative and I will keep drafting, even if the sole items remaining is a broken pencil and a piece of torn paper.
'Students ask: "Teacher, are you safe?"'.
An educator, 40, instructor in central Gaza
I have been instructing in the region for a substantial period. First in that urban area, then in a different town, and presently in this refugee settlement in the heart of the region. Prior to hostilities, I typically educated multiple groups of about fourty pupils per class, nearly 240 young minds enthusiastic about knowledge.
Instructing them was my mission and happiness in reality, and I still remember the twinkle in a pupil's gaze when a knowledge was acquired; the type of instance every teacher cherishes.
I always was convinced learning should be vibrant. My learning environment was a area of recreation, art, and movement. We painted maps, performed past occurrences, and turned lessons into stories.
Merriment always occupied the area as inquisitiveness displaced fear. Indeed, even in earlier times, local youth were always scared. My classroom was a place of safety but after the seventh, everything changed.
My educational institution became a safe haven for relatives running from the bombs. Not long later, it was targeted and completely destroyed. There are very few learning institutions still erect in the region now. For this period, all has been unusual. The conflict has broken every aspect of our existence: safety, residences, educational centers, hopes. Apprehension and mourning are constant companions.
Numerous of my students are now lost – minors who mentioned aspiring to be physicians, painters, and educators. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who remain experience hunger, eviction and fatigue – and nevertheless, they still maintain the will to learn.
Occasionally, when the online access enables, I receive messages from a handful of them. They contact inquiring: “Are you safe, instructor?” We communicate concise phrases, short lessons, minor flashes of contact amid the chaos. They question if things will ever revert to standard. I inform them I don’t know.
Throughout this territory, educators, helpers and charities try to teach in all available spaces: in temporary structures, destroyed learning spaces, or crowded shelters. Learning has become an gesture of resistance, a way to express: “We persist.” And as long as we persist in education, we will remain.
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